This beautiful poem really captures the state in which I am in. Life as an artist can be as fulfilling as it is frustrating. Luckily, I love what I do and will stop at nothing to fulfill my dreams but It’s days like this where I have too much time to be in my head. I get caught up in sadness and anxiety. But I know all these “sleepless nights” will result in something beautiful. It will never be my childhood fantasy of happiness but it will be beautiful and I will be thankful for all I gave up to get there.      thank you melrose poetry for listening to me & writing this. 

This beautiful poem really captures the state in which I am in. Life as an artist can be as fulfilling as it is frustrating. Luckily, I love what I do and will stop at nothing to fulfill my dreams but It’s days like this where I have too much time to be in my head. I get caught up in sadness and anxiety. But I know all these “sleepless nights” will result in something beautiful. It will never be my childhood fantasy of happiness but it will be beautiful and I will be thankful for all I gave up to get there. 


thank you melrose poetry for listening to me & writing this. 

I want to always see the good in every one. I think life is hard enough as it is and not being optimistic makes everything harder. I feel as if my sincerity has been taken advantage of and as much as I want to spread love to others I also have to protect myself. 

I had a conversation with a friend about this common phenomenon the other day. I realized you can’t stop being genuine you just have to have to be more aware of “leeches.” People who just want to suck the life out of you. 

protect yourself. spread love. 

xx Fiona